I’m not confused, I’m just well mixed…

At times I’m not certain with what I’m thinking or what I’m doing… it all seems so complicating yet straightforward… I’m just worried that I might be making my decisions emotionally…

M I actually that soft hearted???

Do I really give in to emotions??? If not … why do I still give in even though I know it will only bring heartache???

I can’t be that dumb can I??? Am I just too fragile or desperate???

Maybe I’m just deeply in love… but am I really in love or its just some sympatric emotion???

Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious… But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious...

ARGH!!!!!! Gosh… I hate it when I can’t make up my mind on which path to pick… I know that I recognize which path to choose but why am I still wavering??? WHY??? Life is so difficult to understand…

It’s better to suffer wrong than to do it...

I was just wondering that…

Is it wrong to love???

Is it wrong to feel insecure???

Is it wrong not to give in???

Is it wrong to defend myself???

Is it wrong to have some self respect???

Is it wrong to hold back???

Is it wrong to go according to your own rules???

Is it wrong to cry???

Is it wrong to get angry??

Is it wrong to feel scared???

Is it wrong to protect ourselves???

Is it wrong to complain???

Is it wrong to feel hurt???

Is it wrong to feel right???

Is it all wrong???

If all that is wrong… then fine, I admit that I am wrong… but that is just the way I am… life with it or walk away…

The Furthest Distance...

The farther gap between human is not life and death, is I was standing right in front of you, but you don’t know my feelings towards you...

The world furthest distance is not I was right in front of you but you don’t know I love you, is we know actually we belong to each other but cannot be together..

The furthest distance in the world is not we actually know we belong to each other but we cannot be together, is we actually unable to deny the feeling of missing in the heart but still have to act that I never keep you in heart..

The furthest distance in the world is not we actually unable to deny the feeling of missing in our heart but act like i don’t keep you in mind, is use the frozen heart of myself, dig a deep and unreachable gap between me and someone I love..

Stunned...

Last night Adelene shocked me with a news… she told me that she had her hair cut, thus I requested a photo of hers with her up-to-date hairdo… and this is what she gave me…

WARNING: To individuals who suffer from a weak heart or severe disease as well to expecting woman, not forgetting children, it’s advisable to not look at this picture…

Here it goes...

LOL… just kidding..

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this is adelene...