Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I’m not confused, I’m just well mixed…

At times I’m not certain with what I’m thinking or what I’m doing… it all seems so complicating yet straightforward… I’m just worried that I might be making my decisions emotionally…

M I actually that soft hearted???

Do I really give in to emotions??? If not … why do I still give in even though I know it will only bring heartache???

I can’t be that dumb can I??? Am I just too fragile or desperate???

Maybe I’m just deeply in love… but am I really in love or its just some sympatric emotion???

Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious… But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious...

ARGH!!!!!! Gosh… I hate it when I can’t make up my mind on which path to pick… I know that I recognize which path to choose but why am I still wavering??? WHY??? Life is so difficult to understand…



3 comments:

lolita said...

dear, i totally understand ur feeling and always on ur side.. but then, sometime, u can just don choose anything but ignore it and move on lo.. sigh.. just remember, sunflower and i will always here to support u.. muacks

Reminiscence said...

haha...
i m trying 2 let it flow itself.. m just following the current..
just hopefully it will not lead me somewer wrong..
anyway thanks 2 u r sunflower.. without u guys i dunno wat i wil do.. lala..

carbonferum said...

Good luck in your choice.

i remember a poem i studied back in form four.

BY:Robert Frost (1874–1963). Mountain Interval. 1920.


1. The Road Not Taken


TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same, 10

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back. 15

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 20


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